Missing the past, missing old times, missing my sister and brother, missing a more simple life. Missing my babies. Missing how calm I used to feel. Just missing. Wondering if I would give success all back to be able to have the calmness again.
Last night my daughter and husband talked on the phone for what seemed like forever. They giggled about things. They answered and asked every question they could think of. She was beaming and I could hear his sweet voice on the other end. I went into my “baby’s” (not really a baby anymore) room to rub her back. And I thought…things are crazy…but we are very blessed.
I need to remember how well we are taken care of and to learn to be calm in every phase of our lives. And instead of missing, I need to just lovingly remember.